
Percussive sit-ups surrounded by Philip Glass. A sleeping child cries out, a memory from when they drove through the long night, a journey they made many times, their children, so young then, filling the dark with their fragile breath, this same ethereal music playing. Occasionally lights of other travellers speeding over that cold landscape bathed them as if recording tiny moments in the history of vulnerable people. Again he hears the cry, realises it begins deep in his own heart. Pain increasing, he sweats, counts. Days will pass, however slowly, and then his family’s safe return, if he can just keep going.
“Beauty is my child’s face.”*
Is there a more perfect sight than the face of a beloved child? Is there a more perfect feeling than stroking the softness of their skin? Is there a more perfect smell than inhaling their sweet scent as you envelope them in a tight embrace? These are some of the intoxicating wonders of motherhood. How I love to dwell on my child’s exquisite features, but no matter how long or how intently I gaze, the image is always changing. It is the nature of childhood.
* © from 'Being Mummy' by Anne‑marie Taplin, published April 2007